Feeding Tube Awareness Week
Topic: Why Awareness is important to my family.
Awareness is an increased ability to understand a situation or set of events. Being aware of a situation allows one to observe and react in the appropriate manner. While many things in life cannot be changed, simply being aware of the surroundings can allow an individual to better if there is problem and successfully develop a solution. This process happens because individual experiences retrain internal neural pathways, repaving new belief, behavior, and perception passageways for the brain. These new passageways later lead to new expectations, emotions, thoughts and assumptions as the process of increasing awareness recreates both the past and the future.
One huge advantage to gaining awareness is the ability to learn how others feelings, emotions, actions, and choices affect their lives. The awareness grows as one becomes a watcher and observer to the life of those they have chosen to follow. However, sometimes the act of following another is not a consciousness choice, but one of necessity. The witness is unaware of the journey they are about to embark on and are feeling stunned, numb, shocked, and unaware of road they must follow.
Being unaware of this path has effects on the individual or family as well. One may continue as if on auto pilot unconsciously following blindly down the path not knowing what emotions, thoughts, or even believes they currently have. If this path is blindly followed as if on autopilot, then life will simply happen without regard to individual or family thoughts, emotions, feelings, or actions.
However, the beauty of awareness is learning and growth. Awareness leads to new internal presses, thoughts, assumptions, and beliefs. New awareness and thought processes are best learned through practice and taking an active role to better understand the situation or set of events facing an individual or family.
How does gaining an increased awareness for feeding tubes, feeding tube benefits, care and use of feeding tubes, and the typical routines involved with feeding tubes benefit the individual and family? Gaining an increased awareness benefits the individual and family in many ways because a support system is developed, one becomes more aware of his or her body, as a group, individually and family wise all will learn more about the processes involved, and finally, the ability to choose to accept this lifestyle becomes easier.
The process of Feeding Tube Awareness has been essential for my family because nearly eight years ago I was beginning this journey. I was treading the well-worn path of others however; I was embarking on this journey feeling stunned, numb, shocked, and very unaware of the journey ahead of me. I was unaware of the future for my son. I lacked a support system, was very uncomfortable with the emotions and nerves of the situation. I was scared more about the aspect of tubes sticking out of my child’s body than I was of him going into surgery. I lacked confidence in myself and my abilities to care for a child with a feeding tube. How would I be able to handle this task?
This thought was utterly frightening for me. How could I manage this task as normal babies drank from a bottle not a tube or a feeding pump? Normal babies were burped by being held and patted on the back, not having a tube a syringe attached to the stomach. Babies are supposed to be burped not vented. During this point so many things seemed wrong and out of place.
In May of 2004 our youngest son was born and started his life in the NICU. He came home without his nasal feeding tube for a few weeks. However, unable to gain weight and facing surgery he had his g-tube placed at a few weeks. Then October 2005, we would start this process again with our youngest child, however, in a much more complex process.
